THERE SEEMS TO BE NOTHING ANYONE CARES TO DO. IT DOES NOT MATTER THAT A PERSON HAS WORKED HARD DURING THEIR LIFE - AND THEN ONE CATASTROPHE AFTER ANOTHER HAPPENS (THE HARDER YOU TRY TO DO THINGS FOR OTHER PEOPLE - HELPING THEM - THE MORE YOU GET TRAMPLED DOWN & OVER, TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF AND LEFT FOR DEAD - (AND GOD FORBID- LOOK OUT, IF YOU DO NOT HAVE THE RIGHT PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE WHO CAN GUIDE YOU) - AND YOU ARE AN ONLY CHILD LEFT BEHIND AFTER PARENTS DIE (AND THEY PROCRASTINATED ABOUT TEACHING YOU HOW AND WHEN TO MAKE RIGHT CHOICES, AND DISCERNMENT) AND THEY LEFT THINGS UNDONE - YOU (ESPECIALLY IF DISABLED - EMOTIONALLY/MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY IN ANY WAY) IF NOT STRONG ENOUGH AND HAVE NO FAMILY MEMBERS, AND NO REAL FRIENDS CLOSE BY TO ASSIST) WILL MOST LIKELY BE A TARGET FOR SCUMBAG LOW LIFES TO PRACTICALLY TAKE WHATEVER YOU HAVE THAT THEY CAN GET THEIR HANDS ON, SWINDLE YOU RIGHT OUT OF A PLACE TO LIVE - DO ALL KINDS OF ILLEGAL THINGS TO YOU (AFTER ALL YOU ARE CONSIDERED A NOBODY IF YOU HAVE MENTAL PROBLEMS, EMOTIONAL BREAKS, AND ANY KIND OF FLAWS. AND WATCH OUT, CROOKS ARE ALLOWED TO GET BY WITH TAKING DOWN DISABLED PEOPLE/SENIORS AND WHOEVER ELSE - (ESPECIALLY WHEN THE CROOKS - RIGHT UNDER THE POLICE AUTHORITIES EYES SET YOU UP AS A SCAPEGOAT). THEN GOD FORBID DRUGS GET INVOLVED - AND THERE YOU ARE - BEFORE YOU KNOW IT YOU ARE THE CRIMINAL BECAUSE THE JOKER THAT IS REALLY ONE OF THE CRIMINALS BEING PAYED BY A CROOKED LENDER TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO EITHER DRIVE YOU MORE CRAZY, TO GET YOU OFF TRACK/DOPED UP SO THAT THEY CAN SWITCH DOCUMENTS AROUND ON LOANS - TRICKING YOU INTO SIGNING WHAT APPEARS NNOCENT PAPERS TO HELP YOU GET SO-CALLED LOAN MONEY TO SUPPOSEDLY START A HOME IMPROVEMENT BUSINESS WITH THE SCUMS, TO FINISH YOUR BASEMENT UP TO RENT ROOMS TO GET EXTRA INCOME THAT THEY KNOW YOU DESPERATELY NEED CAUSE YOU ARE IN DEBT., TO PAY OFF DEBT YOU OWE - WHEN ALL ALONG THE WHOLE CROOKED BUNCH NEVER INTENDED TO HELP YOU START A BUSINESS, OR ANYTHING TO HELP YOU - THEY HAD PLANS ALL ALONG TO SET YOU UP AS THEIR SCAPEGOAT, TO DRAIN YOU, TO TAKE WHATEVER MONEY, MATERIAL THINGS, PERSONAL BELONGINGS-CLOTHES-FURNITURE, CAR. WHATEVER LIFE YOU HAD LEFT, TO HAVE YOU SET-UP AND ROBBED JUST AS SOON AS THEY COULD (AFTER THEY TALKED YOU INTO GETTING LOANS AGAINST YOUR HOME - ONLY FOR THEIR CROOKED PLANS, PROFIT GAINS THAT THEY COULD SPLIT MONEY MADE OFF YOU AND OFF SELLING YOUR HOME/LAND AMONGST THEIR GROUP - AFTER THEY FIRST ILLEGALLY PUT YOU AND WHATEVER YOU HAD LEFT (THAT THEY DID NOT ALREADY TAKE) THROWN OUT LIKE GARBAGE. THEY SWINDLED DOCUMENTS - AND IT WAS LATER FOUND THAT I SIGNED A QUICK CLAIM DEED ON HOUSE (I WAS NOT FULLY MENTALLY COMPETENT ) IN ORDER TO TAKE MONEY RIGHT OUT FROM UNDER ME. THE CROOKS WOULD MISPLACE THINGS IN MY HOME, TAKE THINGS OUT, MESS THINGS UP - IN ORDER TO DRIVE ME CRAZIER THAN I WAS. THEY DID EVERYTHING THEY COULD TO ADD ON TO MY DISABILITIES OF MENTAL = EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWNS, PHYSICAL AND MENTAL HEALTH ILLNESSES.
I HAVE WORKED MANY YEARS. I HAVE NO CHOICE - SINCE IT APPEARS TO BE THAT I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO GET MY FAMILY HOME/LAND, OR EVEN THINGS OR A LITTLE MONEY BACK TO SURVIVE - What reason should I continue to live homeless./ I have been used, abused, mocked at about this by the law. I am ready for Heaven/ I will not ever step foot in a counselor's office again - dwelling on negative things over and over - but getting no where. If I continue to allow myself to exist (I would like to be able to live a life again - a positive/energetic/active and christian life - a full life - enjoying healthy things. Not in a negative rut. So If I am alive tomorrow, hopefully there is an answer to get me back home, to get me some of my things back, some money bacfk or something - so (if I decide to live) - I can start afresh - - Tue Aug 12 2008, 00:45