Why not go back to school in your country and graduate. Then perhaps you can apply for college in the United States or other countries if that is your wish.
There are some college classes that you can take by computer online, but I do not know if you would be admitted without graduation from high school. Once again be careful to carefully research the credentials of any online education offer. Check with your embassy and the United States embassy in Jordan for assistance in selecting a valid educational institution. Good luck to you.